Dad and Stepmom are the only people in the world I am fully myself with, and they are coming to visit. They will arrive on
Category: Narcissistic Abuse
Surprise! I like brandy.
It appears I like brandy. This is a surprise to me. I recall having tried brandy before, with eggnog. The Narcissist was a huge fan
Ghosts of Christmas Past and Present
It is Sunday evening of Thanksgiving weekend and I have a glass of eggnog heavily dosed with brandy beside me. My Christmas tree was bought
It’s okay to still be angry
Even years after going no contact the abuser will pop into your head sometimes. And it’s okay to feel a burst of rage at them.
Thoughts on trying to date again
Today is day 4 of avoiding tomatoes and I’m feeling a ton better. Not 100%, but much better than I was. I think I might
Appreciating Stillness
I spent my Friday night reading and listening to the sound of rain pounding down outside my windows. No screens. No music. No TV. (Benefits