I’m not okay, and I know it’s okay to not be okay, and I’m being patient and accepting of the not-okay. It’s been hard, though,
The past several days have been tiresome. I have the attention span of a gnat and it’s frustrating as hell. I’ve done very little studying.
Yesterday’s accomplishment was focus. ADHD is a funny thing. When the brain gets excited and locks in on something, it’s intense and rather indescribable. Suffice
I decided not to take my ADHD medication yesterday. In some sense, this was an act of desperation. My organizational skills are off the charts
On Friday of this past week, I pulled out a notebook and a pen. There were four screens in front of me. Two of them
As mentioned yesterday (You Can’t Go Back [update]), my memory is horrible. I remember mentioning it yesterday. I do not, however, remember writing about ADHD
The Narcissist told me I was nothing. He led me to believe I was unintelligent, lacked motivation, wasn’t attractive or sexy, wasn’t pleasant to be around. He succeeded, for a long time. Until I started wondering why he needed to battle me so. #Narcissist
I said two weeks ago depression would not beat me. I admitted the battle had gotten harder, and talked about wanting reinforcements on the field