I’m not okay, and I know it’s okay to not be okay, and I’m being patient and accepting of the not-okay. It’s been hard, though,
It feels like the Nothing is catching up to me and I’m going to fall into a depressive cycle at any moment. I’m spending my
It’s one thing to have a logical understanding of something. It’s another thing entirely to experience the emotions of that thing. And it’s yet a
Yesterday was day 4 of the challenge to honor achievements rather than focus on failures, and I proudly made progress in this regard. Did you?
I am afraid of dating and romance. I am hiding myself away for fear of experiencing more hurt. I trust myself to heal from emotional
I bought a silicone egg bite mold and made eggs last night in my instant pot. I love hard boiled eggs but, as easy as
I’m terrible at managing my finances. Well, rather, I’m quite good at managing my finances, in that I know exactly how much is left after
Today is day 4 of avoiding tomatoes and I’m feeling a ton better. Not 100%, but much better than I was. I think I might
It’s counterintuitive to be afraid of being in a good mood. I know for other people, being in a good mood is just a normal
Anxiety Trigger: My Brother’s Wedding. When I first learned of my brother’s engagement, I collapsed and had a sobbing fit. It was awful. This weekend is the wedding and I am not doing well.
“But what if he sees this?” What if the Narcissist sees what I’ve been writing? What if he finds my blog? I wrote a bit